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Healing after an operation

Wednesday, February 27th, 2013

A couple of years ago, I had an operation on my knee as I had a condition which generated inflammation and swelling in the joint. These are some of the notes that I made at the time together with what I think now. Operations are like a self inflicted injury, the mindset is different from injury because shock is less but there still is a trauma to body.

When I reflected on the healing process on 4th March 2011, 4 weeks after the operation, I came up with some points.

  • I thought I would shift seamlessly from having an active yoga practice to having a restorative yoga practice. What happened was that for 2 weeks is that I couldn’t do any yoga apart from lying on my front on a bolster and breathing. My mind and body was too restless for meditation or pranayama. I was surprised at this, after all potentially this the best time for it. Actually, I didn’t have the energy to make that first step and trying to find the energy only made me feel really bad about myself.
  • I found the best thing was just watching some videos on TV, reading some books.
  • What they don’t tell you when you have an operation is that you will have a totally different body before and after. I expected there to be discomfit and pain but what I didn’t expect was to have almost no proprioceptive contact with my body. Every time I did the usual things to put myself in touch with my body I had a really strong reaction and I didn’t have the energy to deal with that reaction. I found that the general anaesthetic took a while to really leave my system, for me this seemed to be around 4-5 weeks.
  • I worked with taking it slow and working with what is rather than what I think it should be. This was really important as it was easy to get frustrated by the perceived lack of progress.
  • I modified and adapted the physio’s exercises to my own needs. This was also important because physiotherapists work in a different way to yoga. They are happy to push through the pain to get you moving as there are now lots of studies that show healing times after operations are much improved by early mobility. It was when I went back to the gym that things really turned the corner for me. I found that the gym was a place where I could do a little bit to get my body moving, mostly because I was able to sit down at the machines and rest when I needed it.
I made a good recovery from the operation. Looking back 2 years and comparing it to today, I find that I have a much more integrated feel to my legs and my back. The connections are much more subtle and reliable, all in all I’m happy with the outcome of the operation.

Lessons for the future.

I would wind down the physical practice a few weeks before the operation rather than carry on up to the operation, just do meditations, affirmations and breathing exercises. This would give my body time to adjust to the idea that things could be different. It’s also important to have internal resources which don’t rely on movement.

I would put together a recovery program with another yoga teacher and get them to help me with it. It’s really hard trying to do it on your own.

I can recommend the CD which comes from the book ‘Body, Breath and Being’. You can get details of the book here (it also includes links to the MP3 files). It has 2 tracks which I have found to be really effective for learning to let go.

 

 

 

 

Yoga and positive thinking

Friday, February 17th, 2012

Who wouldn’t like to think positively? And keep doing it better? Probably most of us would admit to wanting to be better at positive thinking.

The trouble is, there is an inherent contradiction in the term positive thinking. We think thoughts. And once that thought comes to your concisous mind, you label it positive or negative.

So, it’s not the thoughts that are the problem, they are just thoughts. Our brain generates thoughts and associations in the same way that our gall bladder produces bile. What most people have difficulty with is unwanted thought patterns which repeat again and again like an old fashioned record stuck in a groove.

These unwanted thought patterns are sometimes a symptom of  tension or maybe illness in your body. And sometimes, the thoughts we label as negative are just things that we have difficulty with in our lives. I’ve noticed again and again that if I release tension in my body, my thought patterns change. So just doing some yoga and relaxing a bit might sort out the problem.

But that doesn’t always get to the source of the problem. Desikachar in ‘The Heart of Yoga’ talks about samskara (roughly translated as habit or conditioning) and getting to the root of the habit. With unwanted and persistent thoughts that are not generated by tension in your body or unresolved issues from your past, you need to stop the thought just as it arises and choose another thought before the negative thought begins. Since our brain generates associations very quickly, we need some way of becoming aware.

The best ways to break a habit are:

  • A meditative practice which allows us to observe thoughts and stop them before it all begins.
  • A form of mantra which is repeated again and again with the intention of replacing a bad habit or attitude with a better one.

It’s possible with practice but isn’t easy. Most of us are trying to deal with the thoughts after the fact. So some techniques which might be useful.

  • Acknowledging the positives can rebalance our thinking. A standard technique is taking time to acknowledge the good things in your life, the things you feel grateful for.
  • Find the context, the big picture. Telling yourself not to take it personally if someone rubs you up the wrong way, that they do it to everyone is an example.
  • Break out of any isolation that you might feel. Take time to acknowledge that other people are in the same position and also struggling with the same problems.
  • Have compassion for yourself. You are human and that means that you are imperfect and that’s still OK.
  • Find ways of dealing with stress, lack of sleep or improper nutrition in ways which suit your body and your personality.
  • Take time to reflect on the things that trigger the thoughts. Gradually learning to disable the triggers will give your mind a breathing space and allow you to meditate clearly on the causes of the thought in the first place.

There are many forms of meditation which allow you to see the root of the habits and choose different pathways. If you want to explore this, I can recommend getting hold of ‘A Path with Heart’ by Jack Kornfield. It’s beautifully written and gives many practical meditations.

 

 

If you want to explore replacing thoughts by using affirmations, then Louise Hay’s ‘Heal Your Life’ is a also good read.

 

 

 

 

If you want a very entertaining talk on happiness and positive thinking at work (a place a lot of people have difficulty being positive about), check out http://www.ted.com/talks/shawn_achor_the_happy_secret_to_better_work.html

This blog post arose out of some conversations in my intermediate yoga class, so thanks to Jo for bringing it up.

Why you should do Yoga if you’re a cancer patient

Thursday, October 13th, 2011

By guest writer Liz Davies

Sleep disturbances and fatigue are two of the most common long-term side effects experienced by people after cancer treatment. These side-effects are caused by various things but anxiety is a clear source. Yoga provides the emotional health benefit of reduction in anxiety which gives cancer patients the ability to help themselves get rid of these two symptoms.

Yoga practitioners are accustomed to clearing their minds and placing themselves in the moment. Taking a long, deep breath, feeling every part of your body and completely emptying your mind is something that yoga practioners aspire to do on a regular basis. If cancer patients are able to do this with the help of yoga, their focus can shift from disease to health.

The majority of research regarding cancer and yoga is focused primarily on patients with breast cancer; however, recent research has begun to focus on all types of cancer patients, including rare types such as epithelial mesothelioma. The results have been nothing but positive. Yoga has proven to create improvements in mood, sleep quality, stress, cancer-related symptoms, cancer-related distress, and overall quality of life.

Here are a few easy ideas to start with:

Alternate nostril breathing is a good way to reduce anxiety and is very simple. Just close one nostril using a finger and then breath out of only the other nostril. There is no special effort to breath, just allow your mind to come naturally to the breath as you breath in through one nostril and then out through the other. The full sequence is: inhale left and exhale right. Pause. Inhale right and exhale left.

The savsana pose is especially effective for full relaxation. The key to this pose is to be absolutely comfortable and to feel that you could lie quietly without strain for a long time. Being able to lie quietly and comfortably is more important than the exact pose.

Try lying on your back with your legs slightly apart and your arm slightly away from your body with palm upward. If your gaze point is above your head, it is an indication that your head is tilted backwards. A blanket under your head will help bring your head back into a neutral relationship with the rest of your spine. Other props to aid comfort are a blanket under your knees and / or blankets under your wrists. If it is not possible to perform this pose on the ground, feel free to try this on a couch or bed where you are comfortable. If this still feels uncomfortable, try lying on your side or on your front.

This pose combined with the right breathing is sure to cause relaxation.

Liz Davies is a recent college graduate and aspiring writer especially interested in health and wellness. She became particularly interested in ways cancer patients can cope with the side-effects of their treatment after her mother became an oncology nurse for lung cancer.

Useful links:

Sleep disturbances and fatigue
http://www.mskcc.org/mskcc/html/50488.cfm?CategoryID=2382

Breast Cancer
http://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/

Epithelial mesothelioma
http://www.mesotheliomasymptoms.com/epithelial-mesothelioma



				

10 ways to fail at asana practice

Thursday, May 12th, 2011

Getting tired of having a successful asana practice?

Get right into these bits of advice, it’ll soon put you on (the wrong) track.
1. Treat the asanas as a performance which must be right no matter what
Point is to practice from a place of loving kindness, the moment it becomes about absolutes you’ll leave that place

2. Obsess about the asanas long after you’ve finished them
Did you not read the fine print about being in the moment?

3. Push down, push away all feelings which arise as a result of moving into the pose
Hmm.. lost touch with the holistic aspect of the practice?

4. Label difficult emotions, thought as un-yogic
All thoughts and feelings welcome on the mat, grasshopper. Some you want to take up residence permanently and others you encourage to move on

5. Fake the pose, desperately hang on while praying that the teacher will end the pose soon
The pose has been long over for you the moment you’ve entered that space. Time to explore how you got there in the first place?

6. Become really angry at yourself for not being able to do the ‘full’ pose
People are different and that means it’s OK to do what you can do

7. Beat yourself up by going into should,must,ought. i.e. saying things like ‘after x years of practice, surely I should be able to do this pose by now’
The practice is now, it doesn’t matter how long you’ve been doing it. Just encourage yourself to be present and to let those negative feelings go as they arise. The point of the practice is to eventually catch them before they arise and then let them go. If they have already happened, it’s OK, just back off and find another way into the pose

8. Ignore your intuition
Still not reading the fine print?

9. Rationalise your feelings away when a teacher gets you to do a movement which doesn’t feel right
You’re really not reading the fine print, aren’t you? Most teachers will welcome this as a chance to learn from your feedback.

10. Do the asana from a place of fear, lack of self worth
Easy to say that you shouldn’t do this, not so easy to be fully in yourself in a positive place. Part of the fun though..

11. Imagine that because you can / can’t do an asana that it means something
That’s true for around 100 people in the world, the ones who make a living as yoga models or who make DVDs. The rest of us, it just gets in the way. The point of asanas is just to practice, enjoy it as much as possible and then get on with the important things in life.

OK, that wasn’t exactly 10 ways, but just treat the 11th point as a bonus.

Good luck!

Goma Retreat 29 April to 1 May 2011

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2011

Goma have let me know that they are doing a retreat from Friday 29th April to Sunday 1st May 2011. Cost is £150 for a dorm accommodation, £108 for share in large heated yurt or £80 camping.

There’s a choice of yoga, drumming, Indian dance or bushcraft for some of the sessions over the weekend. Of course, there’s also a Goma concert at 8:30 on Saturday night.

The location is Cleeve House, Seend, Wiltshire SN12 6PG.

If you’re interested, phone the retreat on 0789 199 0642, email them on gomaretreat [at] yahoo.co.uk or see the information on


Yoga and movement directions

Thursday, November 18th, 2010

How to describe movement is a favourite topic for many of us yoga teachers and each teacher has a particular take on the subject of how to give directions.

This can create a lot of confusion in the minds of yoga students, many of whom go to several different teachers. So, on Monday you may told to hug the muscle to your leg bones and draw the outside knee to the hip in trikonasana (triangle pose). On Tuesday you’re told to stay with the breath and let it all come from the hara centre in trikonasana. On Wednesday you’re told to build the pose from the feet up and on Thursday you’re told that it all comes from the spine.

On Friday, well, probably our hypothetical student is somewhat confused and they can just about manage directing their eyes to the TV, thumbs pointing forward to the remote control and other hand firmly wrapped around a tub of ice cream.

Which raises an interesting question: how come there are so many different opinions in yoga about what how to move and what the key areas are?

Well, some of that is just that there are so many valid and interesting ways to view the human body. It’s impossible to do all the areas justice within a yoga class and so every teacher picks when they think of as the priority. Which raises an even more interesting question: what do most yoga teachers think of as a priority in movement?

There seems to me to be several different schools of thinking about movement.

There is a school of thought, influenced by Iyengar yoga among other approaches, which builds the pose by giving lots of detailed instructions about the body. An example is:

“Take your shoulder back and tuck in the shoulder blades and back ribs. Keep your elbows straight. Keep your heels in line with each other”

Then there’s the school which says that you just have to relax and breath and you will naturally find yourself in alignment.  An example is:

“Standing on the back of your heels your weight sinks slowly down. If you stand long enough, while the lower part of the body, from waist to the heels, gravitates, you will discover that the upper part of the body becomes light, free and straight”.

Fans of the detailed approach tend to view the big picture approach as being somewhat vague and woolly. Of course, fans of the big picture approach tend to view the detailed approach as being somewhat obsessive and tending to miss the woods for the trees.

Within these approaches there are different focuses to achieving alignment. Some people prefer working from the ground up, some people prefer working from the centre out and some people prefer working from a particular body part like the spine.

Assuming that proponents of both are working to empower and enable the student to be their own teacher, which is the best approach?

I did my early bodywork training in the Alexander technique. The Alexander technique is all about subtle directions to the whole system, so I tend to favour approaches which give over views and then go into details when needed.

When I go to classes and listen to directions, I’m hoping that some of the following will be present:

  • If the detailed approach is favoured, I’d like an occasional explanation as to how the part being discussed relates to the whole body. I.e. ‘Keep your elbow straight so that the energy flows more easily from your back to your finger tips’.
  • If the over view approach is favoured I’d like an occasional explanation of what details need to present to achieve the overall effect. I.e. ‘Expand your heart by releasing your shoulders from your back to your finger tips’
  • There is some acknowledgement by the teacher that the unseen and the unsaid are if anything more important that what’s said. A lot of what is happening in in the poses is at a wordless / intuitive level.

In the end, you’re going to end up with a teacher who speaks to your condition and often that’s nothing to do with the approach but everything to do with rapport between student and teacher.

Natural born yogi?

Wednesday, November 3rd, 2010

Even though some people have never done yoga, they somehow manage to embody what I think we are all trying to achieve when we do yoga. I think that this is one such person.

6 week Yoga class, Wednesdays starting on 10th November

Wednesday, November 3rd, 2010

Class starts Wednesday 10th November, 7.30pm to 9pm. Cost is £40 for 6 weeks. This six week class introduces the ancient art, philosophy and science of yoga and encourages you to learn new ways of being and repattern old habits.

The we move is mostly unthinking and habitual. This class series re-examines these habits in a friendly and safe setting. Often it is the way we understand and initate movement that is problematic, leading to sitff muscles, high degree of tension and other issues such as anxiety, sleep loss and joint problems. By working on whole movement patterns I’ll give you a chance to open up to more freedom and ease in your life. Classes will be small in number, around 4 people, so that I can give each student some personal attention.

Yoga Class, London N4, Wednesday 8th September

Saturday, September 4th, 2010

Class starts Wednesday 8th September, 7.30pm to 9pm. Cost is £40 for 6 weeks. This six week class introduces the ancient art, philosophy and science of yoga and encourages you to learn new ways of being and repattern old habits.

The we move is mostly unthinking and habitual. This class series re-examines these habits in a friendly and safe setting. Often it is the way we understand and initate movement that is problematic, leading to sitff muscles, high degree of tension and other issues such as anxiety, sleep loss and joint problems. By working on whole movement patterns I’ll give you a chance to open up to more freedom and ease in your life. Classes will be small in number, around 4 people, so that I can give each student some personal attention.

Yoga and the office

Tuesday, June 8th, 2010

OfficeIf you do a search for yoga in the office, it brings up a whole raft of results. They all have images of yogi doing stretches, either sitting on chairs or next to some sort of office furniture. Often the results are unintentionally hilarious. There’s a YouTube video which contains a 20 minute workout from a well known teacher sitting in a pair of shorts at a table on beach. There’s soothing music while the teacher goes through a routine which can only be described as extremely athletic. Perhaps there are offices in the wackier parts of California where this is the norm but a 20 minute routine where you are sharing lots of body sweat while the tinny sounds of indian music coming out of your iwhatever is unlikely to win you co-worker of the month in UK offices.

There’s very little written about yoga as wholistic discipline in the context of office work. Which is a pity because the moment you enter an office, you are in presence of a very strong system. And systems need to be approached as a whole in order to bring about change. So, that back bend which is so loving photographed on a brochure might be just the thing to sort out your office stress. On the other hand, it might be completely irrelevant as the source of the problem could be long hours, poor management, lack of money.

According to Body Support in the Office: Sitting, Seating, and Low Back Pain, Herman Miller site:

“The strongest predictors of back pain discovered so far are surprising: smoking, lack of work enjoyment, low overall happiness levels, and workers’ perceptions of lack of company concern. But even for these predictors, causal relationships are muddy; these social/psychological issues may affect whether people report back problems rather than whether they experience them. “

Yoga works best for me in an office setting where it is a quiet moment thread of awareness which is continuously renewed and ever present. Hmm, sounding familiar? Well, things a focus on the breath might be a start. What, on top of deadlines, co-workers, managers, silly working hours I’m supposed have this ever present thingie going on as well? Actually, yes, it’s possible with practice and anyway, the every present thread of awareness is the support for all the rest.

This is a topic I’m putting some thought into at the moment. I don’t have the answers yet but will be returning to it in a future blog.

Happing breathing!

PS. If you find that youtube video, watch it and admire.